Kotna / Salmon

22 ★ INFJ ★ they/it + neos

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neutral good ★ libra ★ sylph of heart

I never know what to say about myself. It feels like I don't really know myself yet, I'm still trying to understand and find who I am, but I guess so is everyone else. I'm pretty sure most people don't know who they actually are.

Based on what my friends say, I'm a somewhat chill and caring person. A mom friend. Someone shy who is hard to approach but easy to talk to when they open up. Full of chaotic thoughts and ideas that I don't do anything about 90% of the time. People that are friends with me sometimes say that I'm full of surprises and honestly idk, maybe. I also possess a personality disorder but I won't tell which one.

I'm studying English philology so that's something interesting I think? I wish I could know and speak every language in the world but with my aversion to studying it's probably impossible for now.

I do art, programming and graphic design (doesn't mean that I'm good at it lol). Fighting executive dysfunction in my free time.

Here's my kinlist (I don't take kinning too seriously):

Another thing that is hard for me to say. What I'm actually interested in. Not sure why but I always have a hard time figuring that out. And even when I manage to list some things, I always forget something. I jump from a fixation to fixation like a bee. Except the nectar is dopamine and there's no pollen.

This section will probably be updated as often as I can because man there's so many things I like, my memory is just bad and I mostly just focus on 3-4 at the time.

Likes cats I literally am a cat. I spent my entire life around cats and I can't imagine living without them. especially black cats sexology I find these things genuinely interesting. For me it's not "hehe that's hot", it's "I want to put this person under a microscope and study them. I want to understand why they act this way". I never talk about it though because I'm self conscious that it's weird and might make people uncomfortable. If I could professionally study it, I would. tarot The cards can be helpful. I don't treat it as something that can fix everything or something, but they're good for guidance. cake I don't know many English names for pastries but Sękacz is sooooo good.

Dislikes "I HATE MINORS" people It feels like a cult sometimes. Just a huge group of people that actively hate people who are under 18. And it's always either because kids act their age (no way!) or because the "ugh minors" are uncomfortable with the adult for any reason. Why are you 20+ and beefing with middle schoolers, get a job. dogs I don't hate them, I think they're very cute when they're nowhere near me. parties Too much noise, too many people. If it's my own birthday party it's even worse because I have no idea how I'm supposed to act and force myself to express emotions properly. It's not an environment for me. online puritans I don't even know where to start. I'm against proshippers if it's about romanticizing/indulging in fictional incest etc., but some people want to push censorship on literally everything, say that a naked boob is problematic or say that exploring themes of abuse in art is as bad as abusing someone, what the fuck is wrong with you

if we're friends and you wanna be included here, dm me